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Maria Estella
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Survivor | Sapiosexual | Bibliophile | Logophile | Cumberbitch | Sherlocked | Hiddlestoned |

Loki by Capsicles Thor -The Dark World Stamp - Thor and Loki by The-GreenGoblin Tom Hiddleston by Miss-Dicess Fili and Kili Stamp by forstyy SH I am SHER-Locked Stamp by TwilightProwler SH Sherlock and John Laughing Stamp by TwilightProwler The Hobbit - An unexpected Journey by IngwellRitter Thranduil Stamp (The Hobbit Opening Scene) by zodiacgal Father-son by Coley-sXe Fili-fun by Coley-sXe Markiplier Stamp by DianaGem Supernatural by kicsianna SH Watching You Stamp by TwilightProwler McCoy Stamp for Skadii and tpd by picklelova Leonard Mc Coy by TrekkyStamps

To The Outcasts Hiding in Plain Sight

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 7, 2015, 8:36 PM
While I was writing tonight, I received a phone call from my friend and learned that her sister had taken, not only her life, but her two-month old son's life as well. I may not know what she had been feeling at that time - be it anger, isolation, hopelessness, depression, or despair. I do know, however, what it feels to be alone, drowning in your own tears and screaming until your throat is raw, but to no avail. I'm familiar with the cold breath of depression breathing down your neck, whispering for you to pick up the blade, to open the bottle, to jump, or to just stop breathing. 

I know.

But I also know what it feels like to be on the side that loses someone.

For the past six years, I have lost at least one loved one to cancer every year. In the past four years, I've also lost a friend to depression every year. In my nineteen years of living, I have attended fifteen funerals and only three weddings. I have loved and lost countless times and I have no doubt that I will keeping losing people, but I have faith and hope that these future deaths would come from old age - from a fulfilled life of struggle, strength, and love.

To my lovely readers, my insane watchers, my fellow outsiders, and anyone in the DeviantArt community, I beg of you from the bottom of my heart to please lend a hand to others, give a smile or thanks, post a comment, send a text, write a letter, paint a picture, and give it to someone. Let them know you are there. It does unimaginable wonders.

For anyone who needs someone to talk to, please don't hesitate to send me a note. I will reply and I won't turn you away - no matter how insane the situation. 

s k i n b y p y e k


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TheLadyOfManyFandoms Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy birthday ^.^
KaoticFR33K Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015  Student General Artist
Thanks for the watch
NindeTasartir24 Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fav ;)
BLACK4REST Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thankz for the fav :)
Faerietopia Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for adding my romantic piece Erebor's Eve - Thorin x Reader (bonus) to your favorites. Here is the entire story if you interest it: 

Prologue - 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - Alternate Ending

Love Love Love 
EstellaMarieRose Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Is it weird to say that I've read the Erebor's Eve series approximately eight times already and it still gives me the same feels Heart Heart ? Haha
Faerietopia Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Professional General Artist
Not weird at all. It is meant to do that. I still get the feels and I wrote it.
Azukiel Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! 
EstellaMarieRose Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome! I love what you're doing with that piece!
Oreleth Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for faving my Fili Stamp and my Thorin Arrives stamp ; u; <3
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